During a dream, a man sees his reflection in a mirror. It is not him. The reflection mimics every move. But it is not him. He looks again. The same image remains. He is startled enough to wake.

Slightly longer than a month earlier and 2000 miles away, that same man wakes, ALMOST. A strange and bewildering feeling of void is felt. A millisecond of this feeling is too much. Zero ability to grasp any reality, no bearing, no apparent matter. Griping his mind the man yanks the surrounding into reality, reeling from lapse of reason.

Strangeness the man has not felt before prevails but a sense of peace and confidence still resides.

The man notices that this “strangeness” is weaving through his species.

It is an uncomfortable phenomenon and the man wants no part of it. Remain separate from the manic. Not sucked in.

Yes it is possible, challenging but possible.

Worry, never worry the man states. Is this apathy? Is it recognizing the futility? Is it looked at as weakness?

Knowing the correct course helps to stem worry. There will be waves to buffet the vessel but vision ahead calms nerves.

All psychobabble most likely. All a wonderment most definitely.

Eric

Truly,

What the fuck is wrong with these people? I mean, this can’t be real! You won’t take it anymore right?

Misery in this life for these sphincter muscles, i.e., POLITICIANS, LAWYERS and “JOURNALISTS” was something I prayed for fervently. But I was mistaken. Religion and physics tells me that energy is a constant, just in different forms. If that’s so then I now pray for, MISERY for their “ever present energy” ad infinitum.

Hopefully they are seriously shit on in this life then they go to HELL (if your religious) or they come back as a urinal mint (if your metaphysical).

EITHER WAY, GET THEM OFF MY FUCKING PLANET.

-Eric

To my brother Rob…

Where to start?
It is a powerful word.. LOVE… it doesn’t seem adequate though, over used, under practiced. I wish there was a better form to express genuine care!
Perhaps there is…ACTIONS…
They say actions speak louder than words, and without a doubt, your actions say more than four letters in the simple language of English could ever convey.
If I am wanting, you have always been there to fill the need…I am honored and blessed to have someone whose desire is to make my comfort their priority.
Regardless of how we see the world independently, you still exhibit compassion unconditionally.
If I can tell you anything that will have a profound impact on a life, it is to always seek  truth…where ever it may be, however strange it may sound…the truth is a two edged sword however, it can hurt and protect so be careful wielding it.
I have done much research in recent years in an attempt to understand the state that we find our species and if ever you have any questions please ask….I will attempt to guide you in a direction that will let you discover the answers to your questions on your own, for just telling you is not near as profound as unfolding the layers of mystery yourself.
Be careful of anything that causes division, in yourself, or in humanity, for it is used to control and limits our growth potential.
If you find our country is going pear shaped and are curious as to why, here are some videos that will help, you will see they ring true…be careful though, with knowledge comes responsibility. The answers you find can be brutal. Truly some cannot handle the truth all at once.

AMERICA FREEDOM TO FASCISM

THE OBAMA DECEPTION

MONEY AS DEBT

THE MONEY MASTERS

anything from DR BILL DEAGLE

ZIETGEIST

Never cease to question, if we do, our growth stops and our depression starts…seeking brings life, question always! Easier said than done however, we all have our selfish nature that harbors our own falsehoods… to thine own self be true and follow your bliss. You can lie to everyone else but never lie to yourself, find what brings you joy and do what you were designed to do.

I love you and will always, thank you for your respect, even in the times I have not earned it.

-Eric

Earthquakes…they happen.

Its disturbing, of course, to see the loss of life, separation of family and destruction of what we have constructed as humans…BUT…don’t for a moment think that earthquakes are rare.

All day everyday the ground beneath us is undulating. We build on what is thought to be solid ground when in fact there is no such thing.

Lets take America’s own Rocky Mountains for an example, here are massisve slabs of granite broken cleanly from Mother Earth’s crust and shoved thousands of feet into the air at ungodly angles. If you think that was a phenomenon resulting from tens of thousands of years of tectonic movement you need your head tectonicly moved.

These peaks and others around the world appear to be the result of violent movement of the earths crust from who knows what. Its quite possible that some very dense object in space passed us closely and pulled at the solid rock sitting on the liquid rock below causing massive movement. Or, something hit mom earth and she wiggled a bit allowing these shifts in the stone. Maybe the earth heated resulting in more of the planets solid stone to become liquid beneath the surface and the large plates were more free to move?

Truth be told, the jury is still out on exactly what the scoop is, BUT, we do know that the crust travels without the permission of the animals on it…

-Eric Todd Vuotto

Save The Vajajay

This, my friends, is the machine I aspired to (dating myself I know) when I was but a wee lad. The Apple II E was a LOVED electronic wonder as well.
Who would have thunk it…today a cellphone blasts these dinosaurs like a reverse engineered alien technology asteroid…

Just Sayin

-Eric